if you only knew歌詞

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Alexander Stewart/Rollo/Adam Yaron
[00:14.185] I've been tryin' so hard to survive
[00:18.126] Sometimes I think that I wanna die
[00:21.713] I feel so ****ing guilty 'cause god I'm so lucky to live my life
[00:29.070] So I keep all the pain to myself
[00:32.869] Losin' faith but nobody can tell
[00:36.729] Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
[00:40.632] So I pretend I'm fine
[00:42.948]
[00:43.720] If you only knew
[00:45.969] What my mind is tellin' me I should do
[00:49.608] That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
[00:53.626] I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
[00:58.691] If you only knew
[01:01.075] All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
[01:04.584] You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
[01:08.590] I'm sorry but I need you
[01:13.730] If you only knew
[01:15.727]
[01:16.420] I wish I was somebody else
[01:19.666] I'm constantly overwhelmed
[01:23.647] Now I'm falling again gettin' drunk with some friends
[01:27.350] It's a silent cry for help
[01:30.050]
[01:30.902] I wanna get better, I want you to know
[01:34.408] That I can't do this on my own
[01:37.196]
[01:38.021] If you only knew
[01:40.513] What my mind is tellin' me I should do
[01:44.062] That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
[01:47.975] I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
[01:53.018] If you only knew
[01:55.668] All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
[01:58.980] You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
[02:02.928] I'm sorry but I need you
[02:07.206]
[02:07.986] Take me out of this hell
[02:10.824] Oh, somebody help
[02:15.356] Take me out of this hell
[02:18.523] Oh, I'm not myself
[02:20.880]
[02:23.145] I wanna tell you
[02:25.226] What my mind is tellin' me I should do
[02:29.089] That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
[02:32.901] I'm too sad to cry but I want to
[02:37.130] Oh, if you only knew