[00:00.000] 作詞 : BazeXX/SlimXX/Colson Baker/India Quateman
[00:00.737] 作曲 : BazeXX/SlimXX/Colson Baker/India Quateman
[00:01.475] I seek you out, flay you alive
[00:08.736] One more word and you won't survive
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[00:13.643] I didn't leave a letter on my desk saying goodbye people
[00:17.114] Think I left, even though I'm still here
[00:19.724] Pressure made its way through my chest to my heart, like a spark does
[00:23.680] Fireworks on the new year
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[00:26.066] Burning me alive life imitates art
[00:28.926] There are flames on my arms tattooed right here
[00:32.230] Bury me alive disappear underground where they found me before I ever had this career (Mmm)
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[00:39.157] I'll seek you out, flay you alive
[00:46.623] One more word and you won't survive
[00:51.519] And I'm not scared of your stolen power
[00:58.831] I see right through you in the way
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[01:03.735] I'm staring at a diamond knowing that they are forever
[01:06.675] Even if my body isn't still around, oh well
[01:09.973] Seats are only full at funerals and other ways
[01:13.021] The only vows I made the other person couldn't share
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[01:16.174] Know that I'm a monster like the one under the bed
[01:19.358] Afraid of having kids, I'm scared I'll be just like my parents
[01:22.440] These are my decisions now this course I gotta wear it
[01:25.266] Self-inflicting these incisions here I can no longer bear it
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[01:28.745] I won't soothe your pain
[01:35.043] I won't ease your strain
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[01:40.113] Look
[01:41.060] l'm sick of sitting inside of this room 'cause every thought I got's negative
[01:44.366] l'm sick of not being able to sleep and relying only on a sedative
[01:47.586] l'm sick of hearing another voice telling me what to do in my head again
[01:50.639] Psychiatrist said he's imaginary but I know he's real if I said he is
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[01:53.901] Fighting with myself so I can't help that l'm competitive
[01:56.900] This movie is my life but I still remain uncredited
[02:00.089] I don't care how big I get, I still remain unedited
[02:03.189] I built this from the ground up, y'all just living it
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[02:06.395] Long hair, don't care, l'm not trimming it
[02:08.605] **** vanity, caught up in an image made by the internet
[02:11.885] My insanity's imminent
[02:13.330] All sharks l'm swimming with
[02:14.874] What's hell, l've been in it
[02:16.395] My happiness is bankrupt, but my credit card's unlimited
[02:19.589] ****, yeah (I seek you out)
[02:21.692] Find you just to remind you
[02:22.842] That when you're born an anomaly
[02:24.055] Nowadays it's probably gonna be harder to find you
[02:26.409] Don't leave the past behind you
[02:27.861] Don't forget all of the fans who ride
[02:29.587] Go back and open up the catalog to my first songs that rewind you
[02:32.607] Remember the things that drive you
[02:34.180] Remember the feeling of being alone in a home as a kid every night with the struggle of having no one to cry to
[02:38.755] Growing up and having trust issues now to everyone I say bye to
[02:42.717] Looking up at the sky I found a destination to fly to