[00:00.000] 作词 : BazeXX/SlimXX/Colson Baker/India Quateman [00:00.737] 作曲 : BazeXX/SlimXX/Colson Baker/India Quateman [00:01.475] I seek you out, flay you alive [00:08.736] One more word and you won't survive [00:12.241] [00:13.643] I didn't leave a letter on my desk saying goodbye people [00:17.114] Think I left, even though I'm still here [00:19.724] Pressure made its way through my chest to my heart, like a spark does [00:23.680] Fireworks on the new year [00:25.211] [00:26.066] Burning me alive life imitates art [00:28.926] There are flames on my arms tattooed right here [00:32.230] Bury me alive disappear underground where they found me before I ever had this career (Mmm) [00:38.343] [00:39.157] I'll seek you out, flay you alive [00:46.623] One more word and you won't survive [00:51.519] And I'm not scared of your stolen power [00:58.831] I see right through you in the way [01:02.705] [01:03.735] I'm staring at a diamond knowing that they are forever [01:06.675] Even if my body isn't still around, oh well [01:09.973] Seats are only full at funerals and other ways [01:13.021] The only vows I made the other person couldn't share [01:15.581] [01:16.174] Know that I'm a monster like the one under the bed [01:19.358] Afraid of having kids, I'm scared I'll be just like my parents [01:22.440] These are my decisions now this course I gotta wear it [01:25.266] Self-inflicting these incisions here I can no longer bear it [01:27.918] [01:28.745] I won't soothe your pain [01:35.043] I won't ease your strain [01:39.128] [01:40.113] Look [01:41.060] l'm sick of sitting inside of this room 'cause every thought I got's negative [01:44.366] l'm sick of not being able to sleep and relying only on a sedative [01:47.586] l'm sick of hearing another voice telling me what to do in my head again [01:50.639] Psychiatrist said he's imaginary but I know he's real if I said he is [01:53.380] [01:53.901] Fighting with myself so I can't help that l'm competitive [01:56.900] This movie is my life but I still remain uncredited [02:00.089] I don't care how big I get, I still remain unedited [02:03.189] I built this from the ground up, y'all just living it [02:05.815] [02:06.395] Long hair, don't care, l'm not trimming it [02:08.605] **** vanity, caught up in an image made by the internet [02:11.885] My insanity's imminent [02:13.330] All sharks l'm swimming with [02:14.874] What's hell, l've been in it [02:16.395] My happiness is bankrupt, but my credit card's unlimited [02:19.589] ****, yeah (I seek you out) [02:21.692] Find you just to remind you [02:22.842] That when you're born an anomaly [02:24.055] Nowadays it's probably gonna be harder to find you [02:26.409] Don't leave the past behind you [02:27.861] Don't forget all of the fans who ride [02:29.587] Go back and open up the catalog to my first songs that rewind you [02:32.607] Remember the things that drive you [02:34.180] Remember the feeling of being alone in a home as a kid every night with the struggle of having no one to cry to [02:38.755] Growing up and having trust issues now to everyone I say bye to [02:42.717] Looking up at the sky I found a destination to fly to