Anziety

作詞 : Sir Robert Bryson Hall II/Arjun Ivatury/Nima Jahanbin/Paimon Jahanbin/William Smith/James Bownes

作曲 : Sir Robert Bryson Hall II/Arjun Ivatury/Nima Jahanbin/Paimon Jahanbin/William Smith/James Bownes

Everything is fine, everything is so fine

Everything is fine, everything is so fine

'Cause I'm good, so good

'Cause I'm good, so good, so good

I wish you would, I wish you would

I wish you would, I wish you would

I wish you would, this is my life

This is my all, this is my all

And now I'm happy, right now

I'm happy, but sometimes

I'ma get up in your mind right now

I'ma get up in your, I'ma get it

Gon' get up, gon' gon' get up

Gon' gon' gon' get up

Get up, get up, get up

Get up, get up, get up

I'ma get up in your mind right now

Make you feel like dying right now

I'ma make you pray to God

To the good old Lord for a sign right now

I'ma get up in your mind right now

Make you feel like dying right now

I'ma make you pray to God

To the good old Lord for a sign right now

Good old Lord

I'ma make it some day some how

What you telling yourself

But you ain't focused on what's important

Mentality, health

Everybody in the world only want one thing

What's that

Infinite power and a pocket full of wealth

It's like

I'ma bring it back to the basics

Nobody can erase it

People in the street going ape ****

Battling depression but nobody wanna say ****

I'ma bring it back to the back to the

Bring it back to the basics

I'ma bring it back to the back to the

Back to back to back to back to

I'ma get up, get on

That's what I been on

******' with your mind, tryna turn **** on

But they want to paint me as a villain

Even though I'm here to open their mind

Through the rhyme of life

I gotta open their mind

And design the right time

To make a decision

And get in 'em like an incision

'Cause I'ma hit 'em and give 'em livin'

They wonder what I'm giving

I'ma never give in

I gotta let everybody know

I'm in their mind right now

Make you feel like dying right now

I'ma make you pray to God

To the good old Lord for a sign right now

I'ma get up in your mind right now

Make you feel like dying right now

I'ma make you pray to God

To the good old Lord for a sign right now

Good old Lord

I'ma bring it back to the basics

Nobody can erase it

People in the street going ape ****

Battling depression but nobody wanna say ****

Why nobody wanna say

I been living with this everyday

Why nobody wanna say

Everything will be ok

Everything will be okay

I remember some how some way

I remember some how some way

Everything will be okay

I remember some how some way

I remember some how some way

It was December of 2015

In sunny Los Angeles California

In the heart of Hollywood

I stood next to my wife

In a line surrounded by

Hundreds of other people

On our way to watch Star Wars

When suddenly I was engulfed

With fear and panic

As my body began to fade

In this moment my mind was full of clarity

But my body insisted it was in danger

I looked around

And I told myself I was safe, I was fine

But I was convinced that something was wrong

Before I knew it I felt

As though I was going to

Fall and fade away

My body grew weak

And soon enough

I found myself in a hospital bed

Being told what I went thru was anxiety

I refused to believe this story

I searched and searched for

The cause of what had happened to me

I began to feel detached from reality

I felt as though

I was seeing the world through a glass

I got blood work done

Analysis of my mind and body to no avail

The doctor said it was anxiety

But how could it be anxiety

How could anxiety

Make me physically feel off balance

How could anxiety make me feel

As though I was fading from this world

And on the brink of death

Derealization

The sense of being out of one's body

I'm not here

I'm not me

I'm not real

Nothing is

Nothing but this feeling of panic

Nobody understands

Nobody knows the sufferings

This physical feeling

It can't be anxiety

It can't

Or can it

Can it in fact

Be the mind controlling the body

Yeah, of course

I'm so in control of my mind and my body

But I'm subconsciously

Forcing myself into a state

Of self bondage entangled

By the ropes of my own mind

I am unhappy

Not with life

But with this feeling

I am scared, I am human, I am a man

But I look in the mirror

And I see a child

I am an adult who recognize grown ups

Don't really know ****

And they never did

And it scares me

Because now I'm just grown up

Who doesn't know ****

But one thing is I do know this feeling

This horrible feeling is going to kill me

No, no this feeling

This anxiety is nothing

I have anxiety

Just like you, the person I wrote this for

And together we will overcome this feeling

We will remember despite the attacks

And constant filling of our mind

And body being on the edge

That we are alive

And any moments we have free of this feeling

We will not take for granted

We will rejoice in this gift that is life

We will rejoice in this day

That we have been given

We will accept our anxiety

And strive for the betterment of ourselves

Starting with mental health

We will accept ourselves as we are

And we will be happy with the person

We see in the mirror

We will accept ourselves

And live with anxiety