i don't understand歌詞

[00:19.46]I used to try and understand in everything
[00:23.58]Back in the beginning
[00:28.49]Oh i keep on winning now
[00:31.91]No light to hold me down and i stay in
[00:39.84]I lose my mind it's in my sleep
[00:42.49]Though i can't ever no i cannot see it
[00:48.50]Why do i always have to be here
[00:51.79]Oh why i tell myself again
[00:55.37]No i never i don't understand
[01:00.30]You wait for me, all night
[01:03.82]And i don't even try
[01:08.68]I wait for your lovin' to wake my eye
[01:13.87]Go straight for the feeling to come alive
[01:19.07]Leave them to call, somebody says
[01:24.10]Leave with my love i left on your stand
[01:29.07]I left from the beginning
[01:33.82]Cause i keep on winning now