小丑罷了歌詞

[00:00.000] 作詞 : MOLER-V
[00:01.000] 作曲 : MOLER-V
[00:18.932]I am a joke
[00:20.184]我就是別人眼里的笑話
[00:21.683]在每個夜里無法入眠到了凌晨四點才會睡覺到了白天十二點才會去醒發(fā)現(xiàn)父母留得飯菜還有陽光穿過穿過我的窗簾照到我身體但我還不清醒看著手機(jī)里的她給發(fā)我數(shù)不盡的消息
[00:33.686]只是笑笑 希望她不會那么的想我
[00:36.182]但我知道這些沒意義她依然會想我
[00:38.690]I am a joke
[00:40.187]那些羨慕我的人 記恨我的人
[00:41.932]總把情誼放在嘴邊限制我的人
[00:43.940]那些曾經(jīng)讓我傻眼瞧不起的人還有曾經(jīng)情同手足肋里插了刀的人
[00:48.432]有的不起眼到極致 讓我真的真的感到吐
[00:51.440]但是他們只是在我眼上蒙了一層霧真的努力讓我看了只能站在原地騙我自己都是因為我努力了但是沒有成果
[00:58.940]but
[00:59.440]How you make it
[01:00.180]How you gain
[01:00.937]How you being somebody who earn those chance
[01:03.187]At beginning 我也曾有過我自己的底線但是周圍人和事物不斷打破我的底線
[01:08.192]but
[01:08.936]這不能總怨別人因為我本就是個小丑
[01:12.684]我的自大 來自捧殺 像個傻瓜 像個沙口
[01:16.437]開始fatal shut the xxx up man
[01:18.687]總有人在你身邊對你指指點點對那些偏見我早就已經(jīng)視而不見因為他們真的很片面沒有體驗過甜頭只是乞求佛祖能夠靈驗
[01:27.880]SO
[01:28.624]總有一些人會帶著面具出現(xiàn)在你身邊
[01:32.130]所以我拉上我的拉鏈包裝住自己小丑的容顏
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[01:37.123]什么是fake不fake對不對呢做我自己貴不貴 keep real 的東西拿到臺上到底配不配每天dream dream about I got fame dream about 艾米納姆遇到他的dre
[01:47.372]get on the bed 看著我的賬單
[01:49.627]曾經(jīng)合作過的rapper上了報紙頭刊
[01:51.877]看著這個圈子被些fake搞得烏煙瘴氣
[01:54.873]看著他們?nèi)﹀X的樣子都像個垃圾
[01:57.127]得把戲 多滑稽 都壓抑 著寫歌 那惡心的氣味像是中世紀(jì)的巴黎
[02:03.575]誒 中世紀(jì)的巴黎
[02:04.320]但我只是一個joker所以ain't nobody pay me
[02:07.772]So I started not to chase my dream and being like that I have no love
[02:11.520]I got my love from the reality
[02:13.275]She so gorgeous make me show the middle finger to the whole world
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[02:17.522]I am joker
[02:19.519]回到童年周圍都還有butterfly
[02:22.272]在看充滿銅臭的現(xiàn)在
[02:24.524]或者可以說是對money的偏愛
[02:27.277]只能告訴自己繼續(xù)當(dāng)個小丑最起碼能夠引起別人的共鳴把冰冷的心變得不再那么的冰冷
[02:32.269]現(xiàn)在冰冷的心變成了偽裝的面具時刻緊繃著神經(jīng)
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[02:37.028]I wanna cry cause people were so cold and nobody wants home
[02:42.020]I wanna cry cause they made fun of somebody they never ever know
[02:48.767]because of this millions people were hurt
[02:52.028]Some of them are stay in the dark
[02:54.770]Some of them are keep the scar
[02:56.778]I wanna cry cause people were so cold and nobody wants home
[03:01.770]I wanna cry cause they made fun of somebody they never ever know
[03:08.526]because of this millions people were hurt
[03:11.521]Some of them are stay in the dark
[03:14.017]Some of them are keep the scar