emails i can’t send(Explicit)歌詞

[00:00]emails i can't send (Explicit) - Sabrina Carpenter
[00:01]Lyrics by：JP Saxe/Sabrina Carpenter/Julia Michaels
[00:03]Composed by：JP Saxe/Sabrina Carpenter/Julia Michaels
[00:05]It's times like these
[00:07]Wish I had a time machine so
[00:10]I could see what you did October 13th
[00:13]At 10:15 were you really asleep
[00:16]Were you lying to me and the family
[00:20]There's no "us" in us when I'm lacking trust
[00:24]You wanna discuss ugh
[00:26]You disgust me
[00:28]Don't make me cuss you out
[00:30]Why'd you let me down
[00:32]Don't say sorry now
[00:35]And thanks to you I I can't love right
[00:39]I get nice guys and villainize them
[00:43]Read their texts like they're having s*x right now
[00:47]Scared I'll find out that it's true
[00:50]And if I do then I blame you for
[00:54]Every worst that I assume
[00:57]When I'm forty-five someone calls me their wife
[01:01]And he ****s our lives in one selfish night
[01:05]Don't think I'll find forgiveness as fast as mom did
[01:09]And God I love you but you're such a dip****
[01:13]Please ****ing fix this
[01:17]'Cause you were all I looked up to
[01:21]Now I can't even look at you
[01:39]I mean as they say in Chicago
[01:43]He had it comin'