[00:08.686]I know that I have issues
[00:10.123]I face them  I swear
[00:12.082]Think I overcome them
[00:13.884]Then turn - they're still there.
[00:15.974]Wish that I was different
[00:17.803]I'd like to let go
[00:19.762]But when I try to change
[00:21.382]There's my past, saying no
[00:23.628]Maybe it's all 'cause of dad
[00:25.953]His new kids  his new wife
[00:27.808]Or why not just blame mom
[00:29.584]Who's been nuts my whole life
[00:34.182]When you've felt so alone since
[00:36.193]The moment of brith
[00:37.891]And you're struggled to find
[00:39.537]Your own true sense of worth
[00:41.444]When it seems there is no one
[00:43.272]Across this whole earth
[00:45.049]To depend upon
[00:46.172]You carry on
[00:48.157]Just like you always do
[00:52.023]Cause it's safer to rely on you
[00:57.901]Oh, it's safer to rely on you
[01:09.212]Seen a million movies
[01:10.727]All selling true love
[01:12.529]Fantasies I'm not sure
[01:14.253]That I'm worthy of
[01:16.448]Caution to the wind
[01:17.780]My heart's been on display
[01:19.765]Still the end result is
[01:21.489]It's not gone my way
[01:23.501]So when I date some new guy
[01:25.773]Who's a deadbeat or jerk
[01:27.680]At least I'm not so crushed
[01:29.535]When it all doesn't work
[01:33.767]When you once   unafraid
[01:35.543]Wore your heart on your sleeve
[01:37.711]And the ones that you loved
[01:39.305]Chose to just turn and leave
[01:41.160]Every day it gets harder to
[01:42.910]Somehow believe
[01:44.869]You will survive
[01:46.018]So you strive
[01:47.716]Just to keep up your guard
[01:51.530]Cause it's safer to hold every card
[01:57.303]Oh, it's safer to hold every card
[02:04.461]I feel out of control
[02:06.472]I feel safe on the ground
[02:08.301]I go building up walls
[02:09.816]Yet I wish to be found
[02:11.880]A true contradiction to which I am bound
[02:16.712]As I keep on spinning around and around
[02:20.500]And I look at the people
[02:22.224]Who've worked it all out
[02:24.000]And I wonder why I'm still
[02:25.986]A bundle of doubt
[02:27.631]And sometimes I wanna just
[02:29.512]Stand up and shout
[02:31.132]Just commit and deal with it
[02:33.300]Before your life flies by
[02:37.689]Don't let your life fly by
[02:45.943]But is it safer?
[02:50.175]Maybe it's safer
[02:57.124]If I don't try