[00:00.000] 作词 : J0KER
[00:01.000] 作曲 : J0KER
[00:02.156]Most people pick up the six pence, he looked up and.. guess what? He saw the moon
[00:11.174]Been sitting in front of this screen for three hours
[00:13.673]Don’t know what to write or type just crying like a coward
[00:16.187]What happened to me? Everyone else is smiling
[00:18.681]Why my tear tastes a little bit sour
[00:21.689]The laughter aside of me, is letting me, surrender
[00:24.196]To this society, every noise is amplified and getting louder
[00:27.449]Louder and louder and louder and louder
[00:29.956]Sorry for that, I, didn’t mean to shout
[00:32.957]But reading some researches and articles is affecting me my mind is getting
[00:35.466]Further and further away from this society, I’m beginning to lose all those things that I used to need, the one that I used to be
[00:41.246]I remember the smiling happy boy that was the best of me
[00:44.006]I reach out my hand to grab him but he’s escaping away
[00:46.505]Like in many tragic movies what the man used to say
[00:49.262]To his wife and kids: don’t miss me
[00:52.269]I will come back, one day, maybe
[00:55.273]Every time they broke up, they began to grow up
[00:57.273]They started to know step by step what is love
[01:00.032]But I’m the one who’s sitting on the ground
[01:02.281]I know what’s love, still waiting for it for someone to come around
[01:06.040]Every time they fight, again they apologize
[01:08.545]And I don’t know what it feels like
[01:11.297]To let her love me back
[01:11.549]Cuz I’ve been through so many lies
[01:14.550]And I’ve been crying alone for so many nights
[01:17.056]Right now, I’m so painful
[01:18.056]Don’t know how, to deal with this pain though
[01:19.811]Talked to the doc, he told me to take a pill
[01:21.063]But it’ll paralyze me it won’t heal
[01:22.564]Someone said pain is the best friend and it is still
[01:24.074]A truth what will last for you
[01:25.320]Till you die!
[01:27.826]When you get old and ill
[01:29.330]When you cry and that’s when nobody will
[01:30.832]Care about you, all they care about is what’s left in your will
[01:33.584]For the first time you made a mil you drank a bottle of milk
[01:35.339]To help you fell asleep and that’s when your money appeals
[01:38.846]To your so called “friends”, they will flatter you
[01:41.597]They will cry and complain about how difficult
[01:44.352]Their lives are, after you helped them, they will just disappear, like what ghosts in the fairytales do
[01:50.113]Being a marginal person, is not the way that you ever thought
[01:52.618]Please don’ t judge us cuz you know and will know nothing about
[01:55.374]This group of people, size is small but their voices are loud
[01:58.126]I wanna be the catcher in the rye, I think I’m proud of myself
[02:01.135]Anyway, I keep picturing all these little kids
[02:03.136]Playing some games in this big field of rye and all, thousands of little kids
[02:05.637]And nobody's around - nobody big, I mean - except me
[02:09.147]And I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff, what I have to do
[02:12.151]I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff
[02:14.661]I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going
[02:17.415]I have to come out from somewhere and catch them
[02:20.421]That's all I do all day; I'd just be the catcher in the rye always
[02:22.925]I know it's crazy, but that's the only thing I'd like to be, really
[02:28.434]Imma do it daily, I know it’s crazy, but it’s been my dream, only dream, honestly
[02:34.194]My past is made of pain and pills, but there is some happiness, still
[02:37.196]I love batman, but I will never be the man of steel
[02:39.701]5 years from now Imma go out and start to pay my bills
[02:42.706]But now I’m lying on my bed doing nothing just chill
[02:45.214]Sometimes joker is crazy, but is it just me?
[02:47.715]Or is it getting crazier out there, the world turns to be
[02:50.470]No one wants to be crazy, it’s what life force him to be
[02:53.476]The joker, he just wants to be happy
[02:56.482]Hey mom, I know it’s hard to believe
[02:58.734]But being in the borderline is what my destiny is
[03:01.739]This is not something that I choose to be
[03:04.495]Maybe it’s my destination, where I will eventaully rest in peace
[03:07.496]Hey dad, I know now it’s hard for us to communicate
[03:10.002]But now I understand that you’ve been dedicating
[03:13.007]Your life to make my life better and easier
[03:15.262]Now I wanna thank you, cuz your three meal really made my day
[03:18.014]I wanna thank you all who is holding my back
[03:21.021]And I will always support those who had
[03:21.774]The same disorder as me who are sad
[03:24.027]I will bring you out from the darkness
[03:26.030]Don’t believe the so called perfect justice
[03:27.033]But I, do believe in people’s kindness
[03:29.282]I want you all to respect all those who are either depressed
[03:31.792]Or have any kind of disorder, please don’t pretend
[03:34.543]To be depressed, cuz it’s not cool for the others
[03:37.300]Just imagine, if you are fatally ill but no one believes you, what will happen?
[03:40.554]To those who are the same as me, let’s stand up and face our life
[03:43.310]Let’s forget about our pain our nightmares and all those lies
[03:46.062]Let’s keep fighting and find out what we like
[03:48.818]Including our another half so we can hug them tight
[03:51.572]To all those who are thinking about suicide
[03:53.578]Let me tell you, right now, it don’t worth it to die
[03:55.583]there’re so many things to discover in this universe
[03:59.342]please don’t let your family grieve when you close your eyes
[04:03.093]Outro:
[04:04.103]I don’t need to talk about it, or look at pictures
[04:07.856]Cuz it’s, the truth is, a lot of times I see her, on the street
[04:13.117]I walked down the street and I see her in someone else’s face
[04:18.373]Clearer than any of the pictures you carry with you
[04:21.879]I get that you’re in pain, but you got each other, YOU GOT EACH OTHER!
[04:29.891]And I’m the one who gotta see the girls all the time, everywhere I go
[04:37.650]Can even see the dog, that’s how f***ed up I till am
[04:44.413]Looked at a german shep I see a godd*mn poodle
[04:47.668]Hey John
[04:52.923]You don’t mind if Don stays and have some pizza right?
[04:58.183]Yeah, she can stay