[00:00.000] 作词 : ChaChe [00:00.000] 作曲 : ChaChe [00:00.000] 编曲 : ChaChe [00:00.000]混音:Diorbin [00:00.000]封面设计:ZERO F1REMAKER [00:00.446][Intro] [00:01.363]Ah Ah Ah [00:06.256]Ah Ah Ah [00:11.250]Ah Ah Ah [00:16.133]Ah Ah Ah [00:19.012][Verse1] [00:20.749]I'm a fish [00:21.693]被他买来“观赏”(关上)的那种 [00:23.461]住着巴掌大的鱼缸 [00:24.773]水很污浊 脏得发红 [00:25.827]我从大海中来 [00:26.569]几经辗转进了他的家门 [00:28.336]那段记忆空白 [00:29.001]可身上留下了挣扎的疤痕 [00:30.558]起初 [00:31.215]他总把“渔网”(欲望)伸进缸里搅动 [00:33.245]不断挑逗 各种小动 作丝毫没有底线 [00:35.781]直到肉 体阵阵绞痛 我也只能许愿 [00:38.146]老天保佑 数不清在心里头默念过几遍 [00:40.605]哦苍天 但有时他也会把我打扮得光鲜 [00:42.956]安放窗边 但不知到底是把谁给取悦 [00:45.506]在封闭的房间 四面围墙间 一天天过去 [00:47.981]鱼食的量变少着 可我肚子却胀成曲面 [00:50.340]这凄冷 的环境有时候也会人头攒动 [00:52.833]他的亲朋 好友来拜访也总要把我玩弄 [00:55.596]不论高矮胖 聪明或者愚笨 [00:57.741]这感觉像回到了海上 充满了'seamen' (*****) [01:00.286]就这样一遍一遍被掏空了后 [01:02.661]用尽余力摆尾直到水里布满血液 [01:05.136]我多想跳出这缸 逃离这座牢笼之中 [01:07.595]可束缚我的不像重力而像一根铁链 [01:10.230]也试过反抗 咬住他伸进缸的手指头 [01:12.706]可只换来满口铁锈味 [01:14.021]整片牙周刺痛 [01:15.165]谁说暴风雨后 必定能看到彩虹在空中 [01:17.565]根本没有人懂 我的痛只能尘封在梦中 [01:20.413]*********, I can't bear this riotin' [01:22.198]I wanna shut my eyes but ain't got no eyelids [01:24.386]But amid all this violence and lightning strikin' [01:26.845]I could hear the violins, distant shots firin' [01:29.321]What a beautiful sound, now the police sirens [01:31.798]High up in the surface I could see the light shinin' [01:34.230]But every time I reach I would fall to the deep [01:36.833]I'd wake up in silence and it's all but a dream [01:39.048]Like **** [01:39.688][Hook] [01:40.076]Falling in the deep [01:41.229]Right on my blind side [01:45.001]When I couldn't see and I don't think twice [01:47.916]I hear the violins [01:49.826]I'm one blow from losing my mind [01:59.006]I know what I need [01:59.646]But I can't escape [02:04.413]I feel it in my chest when it's getting late [02:07.544]I hear the violins [02:09.422]I'm one blow from losing my mind [02:17.413][Verse2] [02:18.583]岁月不待 可岁月总饶恕罪恶 [02:21.178]原本光鲜的鱼鳞也因为长期暴露褪色 [02:23.501]逐渐变得拘谨 但我也不再是他的必需品 [02:25.910]就这样被丢在一旁可我依旧毫无对策 [02:28.370]我不在温室里长大但怀念刮风的滋味 [02:30.786]可周围像是真空 这没有发生(发声)的机会 [02:33.279]没办法呼吸 鳃丝像是被他人给支配 [02:35.687]让我发疯 期盼有人能来保护脆弱 [02:38.207]我整个青春早已干枯在这鱼缸中 [02:40.638]半辈子活在他们视而不见的余光中 [02:43.073]谁又能怜悯我也一样总起乡愁 [02:45.195]可惜我没文化 [02:46.398]不能做余光中 [02:47.973]可能大众的眼中我总说着一腔疯话 [02:50.423]直到有天我被曝光在那聚光灯下 [02:52.842]人们的目光 向鱼缸聚焦 [02:54.930]让我重燃起希望 这牢笼即将崩塌 [02:57.741]可突然 [02:58.501]他奸笑着把幕布拉上 [02:59.967]我尖叫着“不!” [03:00.850]使出浑身力量挣扎 [03:02.661]我不停用尾巴掀起水花 [03:04.421]试图加大“流量” [03:05.405]但人们早已不知去向恐怕 [03:07.543]我将再也见不到外面那个发着光的世界 [03:10.046]多想回到大海不管外面多么大的浪在肆虐 [03:12.126]可他早让我抓了狂整个肉体扒个光后撕裂 [03:14.685]看着冷漠在人群里“滋生”都***让我“自灭” [03:17.069]难道 [03:17.996]那外面的人不过是被关在更大的缸 [03:20.016]但都没有察觉像是被更大的“网”给缠绕 [03:22.821]当这网被拉了上去将无人幸存 [03:24.749]这可怕的想法总让我愈发恐慌和烦躁 [03:27.798][Hook] [03:28.926]Falling in the deep [03:29.431]Right on my blind side [03:32.630]When I couldn't see and I don't think twice [03:35.471]I hear the violins [03:37.541]I'm one blow from losing my mind [03:47.309]I know what I need [03:48.336]But I can't escape [03:52.278]I feel it in my chest when it's getting late [03:55.005]I hear the violins [03:57.085]I'm one blow from losing my mind [04:04.546][Bridge] [04:06.306]我在无力的嘶吼 [04:08.445]这种感觉要让我结了冰了 [04:11.116]我在无力的挣扎 [04:13.590]却摆脱不掉身上的烙印 [04:16.016]这烙印是天使与恶魔的结合(天使与恶魔的结合) [04:18.575]天堂与地狱原来只有一墙之隔(天堂与地狱) [04:21.078]我在天堂疯狂地大笑(疯狂) [04:23.553]去地狱追求带着伤疤的快活(带着伤疤的快活) [04:25.861]我在哭泣(哭泣 哭泣 哭泣) [04:30.736]我在哭泣(哭泣 哭泣) [04:34.541][Verse3] [04:35.720](哭泣~)这天晚上我又做了一个梦 [04:38.181]来到一昏暗的房间周围透明缸围绕 [04:40.546](哭泣~)无数和我一样的小鱼不知道破了几个梦 [04:43.048]我看到她们的下场无一例外都被丢进下水道 [04:45.506](哭泣~)在那里脆弱的她们数不清身上破了几个洞 [04:47.721]褪色的花纹只是苦难最表面的投影和对照 [04:50.484](欲望与挣扎~)我目睹大片翻了白的肚皮浮向水沟上层的光亮 [04:52.824]诡异的是 她们的嘴角却透露着微笑 [04:55.293]damn [04:55.813][Hook] [04:56.127]Falling in the deep [04:57.196]Right on my blind side [05:00.805]When I couldn't see and I don't think twice [05:03.661]I hear the violins [05:05.733]I'm one blow from losing my mind [05:15.485]I know what I need [05:16.749]But I can't escape (I can't escape ya ya) [05:20.343]I feel it in my chest when it's getting late (It's gonna get late ya ya) [05:23.233]I hear the violins [05:25.406]I'm one blow from losing my mind [05:34.493][Outro] [05:35.678][News report from CCTV (China)] [05:38.853][News report from CBSN (US)] [05:43.393][News report from France24] [05:49.088][News report from Ukraine] [05:52.581][News report from EWTN (US)]