[00:00.000] 作词 : Kaabii [00:00.513] 作曲 : Kaabii [00:01.026]编曲:Tower B. [00:24.026]I see the light [00:25.533]In front my eyes [00:27.788]In the dark ocean [00:30.024]Im breathless [00:31.276]Wanna find my love [00:33.535]To pull me over [00:35.787]Im hopeless [00:37.027]Waiting for the death [00:39.274]That may come one day [00:41.538]Its all about [00:43.028]Everything I hate [00:45.275]Love and life [00:46.528]Verse1 [00:47.531]最近她开始不断对生活抱怨 [00:49.531]不满足现状不满足她所拥有的一切 [00:52.537]她渴望对她的过去进行重新剪辑删减 [00:55.274]希望所有的一切可以重新回到原点 [00:58.280]她记得那是16年炎热的夏天 [01:01.023]无知懵懂只会想着把世界都给看遍 [01:03.776]她没有时间思考别人说的这些那些 [01:06.523]不知道自己成为了别人议论的焦点 [01:09.525]老师说这是问题少女千万别被她给蒙骗 [01:12.535]朋友说这是不干净的混子 换男友只图他们的钱 [01:16.023]可是对金钱爱情她甚至没有概念 [01:18.273]就被迫着面对了人生的一个拐点 [01:21.023]她狂妄自大打包票说中考十拿九稳 [01:24.027]结果却不尽人意让人失望她开始扪心自问 [01:27.274]是自己错了吗?还是生活太苦呢? [01:30.028]为什么理想和现实偏差那么大呢? [01:33.527]I see the light [01:34.773]In front my eyes [01:37.028]In the dark ocean [01:39.275]Im breathless [01:40.777]Wanna find my love [01:42.787]To pull me over [01:45.023]Im hopeless [01:46.539]Waiting for the death [01:48.787]That may come one day [01:50.537]Its all about [01:52.273]Everything I hate [01:54.775]Love and life [01:55.773]Verse2 [01:56.780]她浑浑噩噩来到高中懵逼了长达三年 [01:58.773]高考依旧失利所以她选择对原有的生活进行叛变 [02:02.273]她尝试待在原地等待别人将她救援 [02:05.028]却一次次被欺骗玩弄显得愈发低贱 [02:07.775]就在高三最后的几个月她学会了抽烟 [02:10.276]走在街上她背负着异样的眼光和他人的偏见 [02:13.027]每当她抬头仰望天上的那轮明月 [02:16.025]她就希望时间定格留住那个美好的瞬间 [02:19.027]终于她还是选择远离家乡 在开学的那天 [02:22.273]她发誓将曾经的诺言一一兑现 [02:25.024]可好景不长她开始有了抑郁症的概念 [02:28.036]才发现自己早已被折磨 长达六年 [02:30.524]她开始讨厌生活讨厌爱人讨厌所有的一切 [02:33.784]她尝试承受尝试孤独却屡次绊跌 [02:36.280]她谨遵医嘱每天按时吞下那些药片 [02:39.023]即便如此生活好像还是与她有过节 [02:42.288]学校厌恶的撇开关系企图让她休学 [02:45.024]医生建议说这种情况最好是住院 [02:48.033]她每天沉浸在悲伤却还要面对种种离别 [02:50.781]她只希望好好活着能够顺应时间的更迭 [02:53.534]她在最好的年纪经历了最坏的一切 [02:56.480]她早已习惯背叛分别还有那些小人的嘴脸 [02:59.740]She doesn’t give a damn about what other says [03:02.481]No more fake smiles on her face every again [03:05.981]I see the light [03:07.482]In front my eyes [03:09.483]In the dark ocean [03:11.741]Im breathless [03:12.993]Wanna find my love [03:15.494]To pull me over [03:17.230]Im hopeless [03:18.980]Waiting for the death [03:21.231]That may come one day [03:23.482]Its all about [03:24.737]Everything I hate [03:27.242]Love and life [03:28.983]I see the light [03:30.742]In front my eyes [03:32.730]In the dark ocean [03:34.731]Im breathless [03:36.231]Wanna fine my love [03:38.494]To pull me over [03:40.487]Im hopeless [03:42.486]Waiting for the death [03:44.231]That may come one day [03:46.481]Its all about [03:47.985]Everything I hate [03:50.481]Love and life