[00:00.000] 作词 : Ernie Qi'an [00:01.000] 作曲 : Ernie Qi'an [00:02.000] 编曲 : Ernie Qi'an [00:20.910]I expected for a change [00:22.665]Cuz never get a thing [00:23.918]stayed the same for six years [00:25.425]Man I got no time to blame [00:26.686]Ashamed of myself [00:27.944]I question you wait for what [00:29.202]I haven’t learnt myself well I need patience but [00:32.171]Live in the shade of my past [00:33.926]The good moment won’t last [00:34.929]unlike the bad ones they pass [00:36.433]I was quite impressed [00:37.687]That I came through the stress [00:38.945]Then I [00:39.627]guess the god given the best [00:40.883]No more and less [00:41.887]We barely know what we care the most [00:44.153]til we lost it [00:45.156]Then become fairly broke [00:46.911]Stare me close [00:47.913]do you see a scary soul [00:49.170]I must be cold you dare me so [00:51.177]I swear you’ll know [00:52.180]There’s no cold person but a closed heart within [00:54.691]There’s no curtain but a cold wall in between [00:57.455]The outside and inside [00:58.708]If you trynna see through [01:00.212]The soft side and beast side [01:01.470]But there is no need to [01:02.975]Yeah [01:03.727]Why we fall in the sand [01:05.988]Yeah [01:06.489]Why we following the trend [01:07.743]Never find out where we’re sent [01:10.500]just drown in the liquor and the flow never ends [01:13.014]getting numb till we lose our sense [01:15.534]consume each other [01:16.286]Trynna get back everything we spent [01:18.047]But don’t bother [01:19.559]Can’t afford the expense [01:20.820]You’ll turn back and find out what I really meant [01:23.588]But I ain’t trynna argue about if they are right or wrong and shit [01:26.601]I’m on my journey just making sure that I’m not to get pissed [01:29.119]Holding fewer shots my pistol tells no more I can miss [01:31.625]I don’t care if I’m the richest but I wanna get rich [01:34.131]I hope the bitches don’t miss me [01:35.892]Cuz if they fit me it’s be easy [01:37.148]The only thing that they teach me [01:38.404]Is make my music shit daily [01:39.908]My luv won't lie to me but the people could [01:42.175]Cause they are driven by lust, an evil good [01:44.934]Real shit bands and laws, the only things I trust now [01:47.448]Music fam and dawgs, the only ones I luv now in a sense, I luv the ignorance [01:52.222]I had [01:52.724]But innocence [01:53.476]Won’t last [01:54.228]Once I saw the difference [01:59.263]Once I saw the difference between what they mean and what I seen [02:02.521]all my dreams and the scenes they jus gone with a stream yo