[00:00.000] 作词 : Jelani Aryeh McCall/John Evans Kolbe/Devin Maurice Austin
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jelani Aryeh McCall/John Evans Kolbe/Devin Maurice Austin
[00:13.927]This is all for show
[00:16.536]I can't sit and say that I'm not struggling
[00:20.733]To hold my weight and every single bone
[00:25.882]But the fall will soon approach
[00:29.393]And summer will escape
[00:32.206]Leaving me relatively warm
[00:35.382]And me losing more of form
[00:39.476]I swear this sabotage is reoccurring
[00:41.927]And yeah my retina blurring
[00:43.773]This set of horns that forming
[00:45.471]Ain't from my taurus portion
[00:47.259]Volume at the max
[00:48.898]My bodies bathing in distortion
[00:50.417]I lean on lyrics as a simple form of reassurance
[00:53.443]I'm off and medicating
[00:55.416]I should be meditating
[00:57.175]I blur the lines when i be dipping into different states
[01:00.417]And now my body's shaking
[01:02.368]While i go off and praying
[01:04.042]My spirit seeks an exit
[01:05.724]I'm hyperventilating
[01:07.668]I passed a dead hawk in fair banks ranch
[01:10.366]Image in a film of Gus van Sants
[01:13.137]Mid' October dusks approaches and diablo dances
[01:15.874]Lets some laughter out his mouth that n*gga sound like Frances Ha
[01:20.027]It's been a moment since I've been in awe
[01:23.432]I've grown accustomed to the same old thoughts
[01:26.625]Plaster pulls away my piece
[01:27.978]I think it's done its job
[01:29.593]I tend to always overthink until I'm not involved
[01:33.356]But I'll dance around my room
[01:35.612]And play my big sister solange
[01:37.236]500 seniors at my school
[01:38.685]And only three black males to walk
[01:40.542]Funny how we're all interracial
[01:42.952]Thanks for the page in the yearbook
[01:45.077]Want you to know that I'm grateful but who am i kidding ?
[01:48.691]That sh*t feels like a milestone
[01:51.100]Elementary me would try to find a page that i was on
[01:54.092]Second grade on page thirty seven
[01:56.424]On the hill they cut me out but just enough where my hands in
[01:59.937]Switch those numbers round
[02:01.570]Skip eleven years and I'm standing
[02:03.143]I see my picture in print
[02:04.772]I'm really feeling the love
[02:06.614]And it makes me feel like a prince
[02:08.412]Riding with my white stallion
[02:10.290]And for now she's a Lexus
[02:12.127]Afro seen through the tint
[02:13.664]See the world cause it's precious
[02:28.754]This is all for show
[02:31.607]I can't sit and say that I'm not struggling
[02:36.089]To hold my weight and every single bone
[02:41.468]But the fall will soon approach
[02:44.601]And summer will escape
[02:47.593]Leaving me relatively warm
[02:51.119]And me losing more of form