[00:00.000] 作词 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:12.158] Yeah
[00:13.320] I stare at the clouds when I'm feelin' down
[00:14.846] Reflecting on life, and noticing how, that
[00:16.852] During the silence, all my thoughts get loud
[00:18.441] So I block 'em out, wish you was around
[00:20.153] But I guess life has a way of removing the people who do not deserve you
[00:23.501] And it has a way of you feeling connected to all the same people that hurt you
[00:26.655] I'll be the first to, say I made mistakes, I know deep down that I am not perfect
[00:30.336] Lately I've been isolating myself and diggin deep to rediscover my purpose
[00:33.716] They're just seein' me as an artist, but they don't see the pain I bury underneath the surface
[00:37.103] I know what I feel inside, I, I just don't know how to word it
[00:40.443] We love what hurts us and hope they can change
[00:42.165] Until they hurt us, then hurt us again
[00:43.826] Then we start to change, and cause all this pain
[00:45.499] The cycle repeats, and it doesn't break
[00:47.288] A product of trauma, oh God, what a shame
[00:48.880] How we hurt those who come along the way
[00:50.568] Leaving a trail of victims that complain
[00:52.166] How we're too damaged and can not be saved
[00:53.850]
[00:54.287] My life ain't where it's supposed to be
[00:57.630] I'm losin people close to me
[01:00.929] Didn't know cuts were supposed to bleed
[01:04.254] Not a lie that was sold to me
[01:08.606] And I'm standing by myself (Yeah yeah)
[01:13.471] Staring at the clouds
[01:16.748] I'm feeling hella down (Feeling hella down)
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[01:20.046] Yeah
[01:20.682] Hurt people hurt people, I've been hurt plenty
[01:22.681] Hurt people hurt people, and I've hurt many
[01:24.287] It does upset me, knowing some resent me
[01:25.987] Life was unsteady, hope they forgive me
[01:27.602] I can't keep spending my life with regret
[01:29.276] The way I was raised, it ****ed with my head
[01:31.064] That's why I find it so hard to connect
[01:32.688] Maybe that's why I left every ex
[01:34.438] I don't leave hating women so why'd I feel lonely
[01:36.198] And ignore the fact that they had all their issues
[01:37.796] And I self sabotage our future instead of acknowledging everything that I've been through
[01:41.182] No, I forgive you, I wasn't perfect, 'cause you brought fame from a past
[01:44.632] Mine made me fearful, yours made you hurtful, and that's why we didn't last
[01:48.012] Some numb the feeling by takin' prescription
[01:49.708] But I numb the feelin' by just sittin' with them
[01:51.392] I'm wishin' that there was a way I could rid them
[01:52.979] 'Cause this hitting hard, like a two-car collision
[01:54.690] This isn't me venting or looking for sympathy
[01:56.357] This is me realising I need to commit to me
[01:58.030] 'Cause if I don't, I'ma keep livin' miserably
[01:59.793] The feelings I'm feelin are crippling and
[02:00.952]
[02:01.984] My life ain't where it's supposed to be
[02:05.434] I'm losin people close to me
[02:08.567] Didn't know cuts were supposed to bleed
[02:11.843] Not a lie that was sold to me
[02:16.175] And I'm standing by myself (Yeah yeah)
[02:21.056] Staring at the clouds
[02:24.433] I'm feeling hella down (Feeling hella down)