[00:00.000] 作词 : zzx没想好AKA
[00:00.815] 作曲 : zzx没想好AKA
[00:01.631]词&曲：zzx
[00:03.132]编曲：KYRIEWOIO
[00:06.816]制作：C_bbbbb
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[00:25.778]v1：Confusion has been around me all the time这段时间以来，我一直感到困惑与迷茫
[00:28.778]it makes me hesitate and makes me wonder how to move forward
[00:29.028]我陷入了犹豫中，不知道该如何前进
[00:31.529]My dreams and her eyes are stuck in my mind 脑海里满是未实现的梦想和她（My mom）期盼的目光
[00:34.279]tryna say something but i can't find a word 如鲠在喉，说不出话
[00:38.029]i often think about what kind of person i will be in the future
[00:40.029]有时我会想我未来会成为怎样的人
[00:40.779]a rapper or a moocher一个说唱歌手？或是一个乞丐？
[00:43.529]i don't care to be honest i wanna give up for once or twice
[00:46.028]老实说，有几次想到这些烦心事…我甚至想要放弃了
[00:47.029]told u that i am fine but u know that i am telling lies告诉身边的人我一切都好，但他们都知道我在撒谎
[00:49.530]cause before that days really comes before i really grow up
[00:49.780]而在我真正长大那一天之前
[00:52.530]i have to live through many lonely nights我还要度过数不清的孤独的夜晚
[00:55.530]then i just start to consider what i‘ve done over the years 每每我回想起过去几年里我做过什么的时候
[00:57.530]what i‘ve gained what i‘ve lost我搞不清楚我到底获得了什么？又失去了什么？
[00:58.530]and how should i spend this long life
[01:00.280]人生还有这么长 我要如何度过
[01:01.280]how to commerate in days gone by
[01:03.280]又该如何纪念过往
[01:04.280]don't cry what happened to u
[01:05.030]在我想落泪时 有个声音浮现在耳边：“你怎么了？”
[01:06.280]what makes u break down
[01:06.780]“什么让你崩溃”
[01:08.031]i guess
[01:08.781]you‘re missing home
[01:10.031]right？
[01:10.531]“或许你只是想家了”
[01:12.031]right there right here
[01:12.281]烦恼无处不在
[01:15.281]It entangles you like a nightmare
[01:15.531]像个梦魇一样缠绕着你
[01:17.531]You want to find a direction to work hard, no more decadence
[01:21.281]Especially when you see your parents’ gray hair
[01:21.531]你想要找到个方向，并为之努力，不再蹉跎时光。
[01:21.781]尤其是当你看到父母的白发
[01:24.032]You know you let too many people who have loved you down
[01:24.282]你知道你让很多曾深爱你的人失望
[01:27.032]Will you be ashamed when you go back to hometown
[01:27.282]回到家乡时是否会对自己的一事无成感到羞愧
[01:29.782]Have you ever seen the frown on your father's face
[01:30.032]你是否看过父亲满面愁容
[01:32.532]Have you ever heard the sound of your own voice
[01:33.032]你是否听过自己内心的声音
[01:38.782]Since childhood, you have done a lot of shit, so they criticized you ya ya
[01:39.033]从小到大 你干过无数蠢事 所以大人批评你
[01:43.033]Your life was terrible, now you try to make it right ya ya
[01:43.533]现在你自己意识到自己的生活糟糕透了 于是想要作出改变
[01:46.283]it is the time, stop acting like a child, you should fight
[01:46.783]那就从现在开始，别再像个小屁孩一样懦弱了
[01:48.783]Not just to prove yourself but to defeat all their spite
[01:49.533]不只是为了证明自己自己 还要战胜那些对你的偏见和恶意
[01:50.533]Expose all their lies
[01:50.783]揭穿那些针对你的谎言
[01:53.783]Then don't think too much We can all only live for once
[01:54.533]然后别想这么多了 人都只能活这一次
[01:57.033]I swear to do the best, even now I'm just a dunce
[02:01.784]我的命运只由我掌控 不管现在如何 将来我一定会成为最好的
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[02:11.034]v2：Confusion has been around me all the time这段时间以来，我一直感到困惑与迷茫
[02:14.034]it makes me hesitate and makes me wonder how to move forward
[02:14.284]我陷入了犹豫中，不知道该如何前进
[02:16.785]My dreams and her eyes are stuck in my mind 脑海里满是未实现的梦想和她（My mom）期盼的目光
[02:20.035]tryna say something but i can't find a word 如鲠在喉，说不出话
[02:22.285]i often think about what kind of person i will be in the future
[02:23.285]有时我会想我未来会成为怎样的人
[02:25.285]a rapper or a moocher一个说唱歌手？或是一个乞丐？
[02:28.285]i don't care to be honest i wanna give up for once or twice
[02:28.785]老实说，有几次想到这些烦心事…我甚至想要放弃了
[02:31.785]told u that i am fine but u know that i am telling lies告诉身边的人我一切都好，但他们都知道我在撒谎
[02:34.583]cause before that days really comes before i really grow up
[02:35.036]而在我真正长大那一天之前
[02:37.788]i have to live through many lonely nights我还要度过数不清的孤独的夜晚
[02:40.536]then i just start to consider what i‘ve done over the years 每每我回想起过去几年里我做过什么的时候
[02:42.785]what i‘ve gained what i‘ve lost我搞不清楚我到底获得了什么？又失去了什么？
[02:45.286]and how should i spend this long life
[02:45.538]人生还有这么长 我要如何度过
[02:48.036]how to commerate in days gone by
[02:48.536]又该如何纪念过往
[02:50.786]don't cry what happened to u
[02:51.037]在我想落泪时 有个声音浮现在耳边：“你怎么了？”
[02:52.037]what makes u break down
[02:52.310]“什么让你崩溃”
[02:53.787]i guess
[02:54.787]you‘re missing home
[02:55.787]right？
[02:56.537]“或许你只是想家了”
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[02:57.537][02:57.656]
[03:01.287]When you haven’t experienced what happened to others, it’s pale to persuade others to be positive.
[03:02.537]如果你不曾经历他人的生活，就不要自以为是地劝别人
[03:05.787]“Life was a damn game”, as he said. Some people see it clearly but some people get stuck deep.
[03:07.287]就像xxx说的，人生像个可悲的游戏，有人很清楚，有人却陷的很深
[03:11.038]When you are faced with many choices, some people will stand your side , and some will stand on the opposite side
[03:12.788]当你面对选择时，有人站在你这边，也有人站在对面。但最终做出选择的只有你自己。
[03:15.288]tomorrow will be a brand new day
[03:16.038]明天又是新的一天
[03:17.038]so…have a good night
[03:17.538]所以…晚安
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[03:19.000]你一定可以的，我也是。