[00:00.144] [00:17.045]I thought I felt your shape but I was wrong [00:21.773]Really all I felt was falsely strong [00:25.926]I held on tight and closed my eyes [00:30.106]It was dumb, I had no sense of your size [00:34.573]It was dumb to hold so tight [00:38.935]Aaah, but last night [00:42.775]On your birthday in the kitchen [00:46.929]My grip was loose, my eyes were open [00:51.265]I felt your shape and heard you breathing [00:55.419]I felt the rise and fall of your chest [00:59.677]I felt your fall, your winter snows [01:03.961]Your gusty blow, your lava flow [01:08.166]I felt it all, your starry night [01:12.686]Your lack of light [01:14.932]With limp arms I can feel most of you [01:21.149]I hung around your neck independently [01:25.433]And my loss was overwhelmed [01:29.482]By this new depth I don't think I ever felt [01:33.662]But I don't know, the nights are cold [01:37.842]And I remember warmth [01:39.957]I could have sworn I wasn't alone [01:46.096]