[00:00.000] 作词 : S.Cheebs
[00:00.342] 作曲 : S.Cheebs
[00:00.685]Dear papa can I be myself this time
[00:03.686]Dear mama can I be myself just once
[00:07.429]Im lost in the middle of somewhere,
[00:09.931]Trynna find my way that leads me to nowhere
[00:13.687]Dear papa can I be myself this time
[00:16.688]Dear mama can I be myself just once
[00:20.934]Just once, just once just once
[00:24.434]
[00:26.182]我从小到大从未停止寻找方向
[00:29.435]听爸妈的话那又是谁的梦想
[00:32.690]受尽了责骂是中国式的成长
[00:35.188]伤疤被刻下自卑是他的症状
[00:38.689]看不得别人的好又有几个真的想成功
[00:41.935]难道真要活到老才发现自己醉死梦中
[00:45.184]有时我也会祈祷双手合十问问天空
[00:48.691]是不是爬的越高掉下来就会摔得更痛
[00:51.439]不怕跌倒只怕骄傲所有绊脚石都做好记号
[00:54.679]回到学校保持低调努力的痕迹全被我抹掉
[00:57.936]继续礼貌不能浮躁路途的艰辛你不必知道
[01:00.938]一帮配角继续嘲笑我的成功永远不会迟到
[01:04.187]Past 20 years I’ve been running round in circles
[01:07.440]alone in the dark, trying light up my sparkles
[01:10.681]Loosing my feeling, loosing my cool
[01:13.934]Asking myself, do i still have a purpose
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[01:17.186]Dear papa can I be myself this time
[01:20.681]Dear mama can I be myself just once
[01:24.184]Im lost in the middle of somewhere,
[01:26.683]Trynna find my way that leads me to nowhere
[01:30.438]Dear papa can I be myself this time
[01:33.439]Dear mama can I be myself just once
[01:37.437]Just once, just once just once
[01:40.438]
[01:43.189]背井离乡的日子已经好几个月
[01:46.189]耳机里还放着几个月前的音乐
[01:49.429]环境在变，世界在变，唯有自己的初心不变
[01:52.682]对于过去的事物还保留了一丝留恋
[01:55.936]what if 有些东西永远回不到原来
[01:58.937]what if 时间也会将梦想慢慢掩埋
[02:02.189]what if 哑巴吃了黄连有苦说不出来
[02:05.431]what if what if what if what if
[02:08.684]外人看来他很阳光 很positive
[02:11.936]但他很少卸去伪装 it’s the opposite
[02:15.190]谁又知道他的生活过的多么小心
[02:18.182]其实男孩心中也有一颗玻璃心
[02:21.432]一个人的深夜偷偷红了他的眼眶
[02:24.685]不止一次偷偷梦回了高中时光
[02:27.689]这就是他的现状，不停的跌跌撞撞，
[02:30.941]心里告诉自己 这就是成长
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[02:34.436]Dear papa can I be myself this time
[02:37.435]Dear mama can I be myself just once
[02:40.937]Im lost in the middle of somewhere,
[02:43.442]Trynna find my way that leads me to nowhere
[02:47.181]Dear papa can I be myself this time
[02:50.434]Dear mama can I be myself just once
[02:54.439]Just once, just once just once