[00:00.000] 作词 : 贺耀炜 [00:01.000] 作曲 : 贺耀炜 [00:32.911]If heaven is a ghetto [00:33.660]If heaven was mile away [00:35.161]Would u tryna die today or would u find a way to stay [00:37.661]我想我目前依然焦虑同时不安直到胃液混合酒精不断复返 [00:42.411]**** dat [00:43.910]往呕吐物里吐痰 [00:45.661]目前的状态让我想起旧我死去的那天 [00:49.161]是否有条路能逃离大脑 [00:51.161]意识与物质促使我不停的查找 [00:53.661]查找 查找到了答案与否 [00:55.911]查找 或许带来麻烦低头 [00:58.411]看到自己命的根 [01:00.160]似乎永远扎根这里我想冲出这里带着我的哲理大叫受够 [01:04.412]陈旧烂掉没人换新的 [01:06.911]受够没人在用思考换金子 受够 [01:09.161]了自己只敢原地踌躇牢在原地甚至都他妈没解决好恨意的心呢 [01:14.660]操 [01:15.912]大概我早就身处天堂 不然怎么可能尝到嘴里的甜糖 [01:19.911]我健忘 但我只能活在记忆里 [01:22.162]而我现在都已经忘了喝醉后去记忆你 [01:25.912]何时到达梦中场景 孤独 遗忘 责难和仰望后的伤心 [01:30.911]这口气 没法沉住更加吐不出 [01:33.661]只有嘱咐带着祝福帮我把每个笔画都镶金 [01:36.661]我难以相信上帝依然存在 [01:38.412]我信仰上帝也许只是需要他的人脉可能不再祈祷我才能看到我的真理但是不在祈祷 [01:44.161]我一定会永远失去身体 [01:46.161]还哪有机会找 还哪有机会看 [01:48.661]失去意义的我都没有机会当罪犯 [01:51.161]So I **** dat [01:52.411]最后一次strike back bust dat [01:53.911]只是因为曾经 [01:56.661]I told the world one day I will pay it back [01:59.162]I told the world one day I will pay it back [02:01.660]I told the world one day I will pay it back [02:04.161]I told the world one day I will pay it back [02:06.911]I told the world one day I will pay it back [02:09.412]I told the world one day I will pay it back [02:12.162]I told the world one day I will pay it back [02:20.662]I told the world one day I will pay it back