[00:00.50]CHORUS:
[00:01.11]The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize
[00:06.97]or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize
[00:14.06]time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you,
[00:22.81]I do….
[00:25.59]VERSE 2:
[00:27.01]Lately I feel lost, tell me if you find me,
[00:29.35]It's hard to put the past behind me,
[00:30.92]When my mind just sits there and keeps reminding
[00:32.38]me of all the ******** that I kept inside me.
[00:34.31]Im not lying when I tell you I feel like I'm lost
[00:35.93]It just feels like I trapped in my thoughts
[00:37.39]I just sit there and think, and I think, and I think,
[00:39.20]and I think and I think, I lost it all
[00:41.08]I am at home, I got back against the wall
[00:42.66]I feel hella alone I got no one to call
[00:44.38]and I'm still on my own because no ones involved
[00:46.09]tell me where do I go when everything falls
[00:47.71]Damn... I guess that's why I'm making this song...
[00:51.21]I just sit and reflect on every single thing that went wrong...
[00:54.63]My best friend, he turned out to be a fake,
[00:56.35]The real definition of becoming a snake,
[00:57.82]and I lost my girl to and that was my mistake,
[00:59.51]I put music above her and it took her place,
[01:01.43]And she's the one I love and my heart it just breaks,
[01:03.15]Because now I'm alone, there's no girl to replace
[01:04.87]See I tried to re-date, but it's always a waste
[01:06.65]Ever since she left nothing's ever been the same
[01:08.53]Lately it feels like I just been wilding out
[01:11.11]there to many things that I'm finding out
[01:12.39]and my passion has been slowly dying out
[01:14.72]and I'm still in a whole and Climbing out
[01:15.97]Just to stumble over, but Im trying out,
[01:17.35]lost my composure, so I write it out
[01:18.68]I'm feeling depressed and I'm hiding out
[01:20.35]I think that's why I'm Crying out, That
[01:21.86]CHORUS:
[01:22.47]The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize
[01:28.80]or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize
[01:35.38]time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you,
[01:42.71]I do….
[01:47.16]VERSE 2:
[01:48.93]I guess I'm to blame, can't lie to me,
[01:50.73]walk in the room and they start eying me,
[01:52.45]Feeling overwhelmed with my anxiety,
[01:54.02]So I stay to myself and I overthink quietly
[01:55.67]I stare in the mirror and I vent there alone...
[01:57.40]You say you been there when I'm on my own
[01:59.19]You say you'll be there when I know you won't
[02:01.01]And you say you love me when I know you don't!
[02:02.68]I swear this depression isn't a *********** joke!
[02:04.55]anxiety to - I deal with them both,
[02:06.27]I been loosing faith and my hope
[02:07.93]still haven't found a way I can cope,
[02:09.56]Yeah…I think loving myself is the very thing that I need to do most…
[02:13.12]cuz… I lost everyone else that I thought I would always keep close…
[02:16.54]And to think, i gave you all that I can,
[02:18.08]you took advantage of me and then ran,
[02:19.63]I made you who you are now I ask,
[02:21.20]Why would you flip on me I don't understand,
[02:22.87]Told myself never again, never reach out for a hand,
[02:25.55]never put trust in a friend, never give up where you stand
[02:28.03]I gave everybody a chance just to see we didn't last.
[02:30.32]Nothing that I been doing has been I panning out,
[02:32.19]I'm suffering and you stand around,
[02:33.75]and falling so ******* hard I could smash the ground,
[02:35.63]wishin that I could have my mom and dad around
[02:37.21]Anxiety got the best of me and I'm spazzing out,
[02:38.59]exhausted so much I feel like just passing out,
[02:40.30]i wanted fame, you can have it now...
[02:42.39]because I ain't the same you can ask around…kuz,
[02:43.81]CHORUS:
[02:44.52]The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize
[02:50.81]or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize
[02:57.45]time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you,
[03:05.77]I do….