[00:00.000] 作词 : Natalie Janowski/Amelia Moore/joe kirkland/Ross Portaro/Ryan McMahon/Zev Troxler/Jonathan Bach [00:01.000] 作曲 : Natalie Janowski/Amelia Moore/joe kirkland/Ross Portaro/Ryan McMahon/Zev Troxler/Jonathan Bach [00:04.893]I’m historically heartbroken [00:08.702]Drowning in my own emotions [00:12.442]One minute away from breaking down down down [00:18.678]I’m always leaving empty handed [00:23.686]No one wants a heart that’s damaged [00:27.472]Only know a love that lets me down down down [00:34.104]Staring contest with the walls [00:40.747]I’m giving into my intrusive thoughts [00:50.608]What if I never find anybody to love [00:54.175]Or I finally get the chance [00:56.193]And I f**K it all up [00:57.957]Cause I can’t get hurt if I’m the first one to leave [01:03.306]What if I get to heaven and it’s not even real [01:09.356]And I die before telling you how I really feel [01:13.121]Cause it feels like hell [01:14.817]And I just can’t help but think [01:18.879]That maybe loves not for me [01:23.811] [01:25.555]If you don’t look too closely [01:28.358]You can’t even tell I’m lonely [01:33.098]Even though it keeps me up at night night night [01:40.550]I try to keep myself distracted [01:44.295]But I got all these awful habits [01:48.027]Of listening to voices in my mind mind mind [01:54.399]Oh staring contest with the wall [02:01.365]I’m giving into my intrusive thoughts [02:11.234]What if I never find anybody to love [02:16.807]Or I finally get the chance [02:18.822]And I f**k it all up [02:20.445]Cause I can’t get hurt if I’m the first one to leave [02:26.159]What if I get to heaven and it’s not even real [02:31.347]And I die before telling you how I really feel [02:35.339]Cause it feels like hell [02:37.419]And I just can’t help but think [02:41.482]Maybe loves not for me [02:48.900]Maybe loves not for me [02:56.473]Maybe loves not for me [03:03.999]Maybe loves not for me [03:07.844]For me×3 [03:11.612]Maybe loves not for me