[00:00.000] 作词 : Hymnium [00:01.000] 作曲 : Hymnium [00:20.459]I'm sitting alone in a dark room [00:27.905]No one's searching for me [00:29.656]The one that should support me [00:31.909]is asking what if I don't [00:35.647]Every word I said could be a bullet [00:43.658]While it turned to silence [00:45.649]My stuffed animal would be my best friend [00:49.906] [00:50.647]He knows all my secrets [00:54.399]He knows who I wanna be [00:58.147]He knows how hard it is for my [01:01.899]to hide to try not to cry [01:06.158] [01:06.903]for the truth I've carried for years [01:14.151]Tell me how can I deny [01:17.652]how can I lie [01:20.647]There's something 'bout morality [01:24.408]something 'bout my purity [01:27.905]My whole system's collapsing to the ground [01:32.153]Tell me how can I calm down [01:35.647] [01:37.157]If only black and white [01:41.150]deserves to be empathized [01:44.648]Then tell me what's the point of me to be born in between [01:49.150]begging for mercy [01:52.415]While all I'm thinking [01:55.897]is to be a pearl in a tainted dark sea [02:04.916] [03:23.900]Sailing in the night [03:24.653]Take me to the sun [03:25.398]While my tears they dry [03:26.151]Blocked from the daylight [03:26.907]It's outta my sight [03:29.657]I'm standing on a collapsing stage [03:32.653]This world won't stop spinning for me [03:35.406]The creation of me feels like a curse [03:38.151]Overthinking flood in in the darkness with nostalgia [03:42.906]Wish I had a time machine