[00:00.000] 作词 : Davit Lomdize
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Alex Menabde
[01:38.373]With the soundless weight,
[01:42.071]Heavy silence pushed me (down the floor).
[01:46.146]Anxiety rolls in me like a wave.
[01:52.181]A wave of desire to do something
[01:56.270]Terrible to myself.
[01:59.966]But I will not allow let the darkness to break out again
[02:05.787]Outside, beyond me.
[02:09.793]My smiling face will hide this horror from you.
[02:16.246]It is better this way for everyone.
[02:20.320]I was deaf, blind and stupid,
[02:27.115]Until I learned to talk to myself, to my ego.
[03:27.905]But what is myself made of?
[03:33.898]A mixture of bitterness, anger, humor and immorality.
[03:49.258]Can this be called a good personality?
[03:58.413]Will anyone love me?
[04:16.346]The monster sleeps inside of me, which with every drink is trying to break out.
[04:30.000]I am often dangerous for myself and for all.
[04:37.908]I'm like a deep-sea mine.
[04:42.975]Don't get too close to me.
[04:46.794]Don't get too close to me!
[05:15.694]Sana, sana, sana - cura, cura, cura
[05:47.998](Endings from Richard Kuklinski: “The Iceman Tapes”, the documentary about the ruthless killer)
[05:48.583]I’ve never feel sorry for anything I’ve done other than hurting my family.
[05:55.982]That’s the only thing I feel sorry for.
[06:04.482]I am not looking for forgiveness and I’m not repenting.
[06:16.213]...No..I’m wrong...I’m wrong.
[06:24.524]I do want my family to forgive me.
[06:28.150]Oh boy. I can’t make this one.
[06:38.394]Oh, shit.
[06:44.444]This would never be me.
[06:46.992]This would not be me.
[06:54.349]I feel for my family.
[07:12.368]You see the Iceman cry not very mucho.
[07:24.143]But I’ve hurt people that mean everything to me
[07:41.923]but the only people that mean everything to me.