[00:00.190]How could I do this to myself for so long
[00:05.090]How could I do this to myself it was wrong
[00:10.290]I can't blame nobody else
[00:14.690]Why did I do this to myself
[00:21.590]Memories and scars of a childhood mind
[00:23.890]We are just standing in the shadows with no sense of time
[00:28.290]Am I just lost   can't find my way   home
[00:39.090]I'm just gonna stand on the edge and feel what it's like to fall
[00:49.490]Cos I'm tired of being afraid but I'm not ready to let go
[00:58.890]How could I do this to myself for so long
[01:03.590]How could I do this to myself it was wrong
[01:08.690]I can't blame nobody else
[01:13.290]Why did I do this to myself
[01:17.490] Hey yeah
[01:22.490] Hey yeah
[01:27.490] Hey yeah
[01:33.290]Why did I do this to myself
[01:39.190]Stand on the edge and feel what it's like to fall
[01:48.490]Cos I'm tired of being afraid  but I'm not ready to let go
[01:57.790]How could I do this to myself for so long
[02:02.390]Why did I do this to myself it was wrong
[02:06.590]I can't blame nobody else
[02:11.490]Why did I do this to myself
[02:17.390]Was I a fool to let you break down my walls
[02:22.190]Was it wrong for me to give you my all
[02:26.490]I can't blame nobody else
[02:31.490]How did I do this to myself
[02:38.090]You can chain me but I won't stay down
[02:43.490]I'd forget me just to please the crowd
[02:46.090]But not anymore no no
[02:51.290]I'll never do that to myself