[00:00.000] 作词 : Morae Ruffin [00:01.000] 作曲 : Morae Ruffin [00:18.34]It was hard growing up like I did [00:22.30]seeing everybody had this I ain't never have s**t [00:26.75]Life f**k Christmas and a birthday, I ain't never have gifts [00:31.51]Living a broken life,like a n**** acting in spike script [00:35.91]Hold on with the vice grip [00:37.80]This just how m***** f***ing life is [00:38.81]N****a,this is my life [00:39.91]Sad that I would do it for a price [00:41.54]B&E's each and every single night, just to get the pockets right [00:44.68]Split it up even amongst the guys [00:46.47]Hard as f**k cause it made the money tight [00:48.36]Couldn't even catch a break from the state, caught a case [00:50.45]I was only thirteen, had a mask on the face [00:53.13]I was 5'5,had a nine on the waist [00:55.59]I was smart as a bitch and let my mind go to waste [00:57.97]I was always on my own [00:59.44]Making sure my moves were never known [01:01.24]Young as f**k but I was moving grown [01:03.16]Heart made of stone [01:04.86]Always thought that I would be alone [01:06.19]Even with the love that I was shown [01:08.15]Nobody ever gave a real f**k about me,so why would I give a f**k about yee [01:12.65]I was skinny, I was hungry,I ain't have food to eat [01:15.05]Making trouble on the double dutch that's how I released [01:17.65]It was hard growing up like I did [01:20.57]seeing everybody had this I ain't never have s**t [01:25.41]Life f**k Christmas and a birthday, I ain't never have gifts [01:30.20]Living a broken life,like a n**** acting in spike script [01:34.72]Hold on with the vice grip [01:36.54]This just how m***** f***ing life is [01:38.45]I can't complain if I tried, a n****a only glad that he alive [01:41.90]Dealing with the pain,gotta keep it bottled up inside [01:44.97]I'm black man, that's how we survive [01:46.80]Can't remember stable places,we was in not of basement [01:49.22]Laying on some carpet cause its better than the pavement [01:51.63]Living in a motel, mama couldn't make it [01:54.06]Daddy had another b***h,guess he couldn't face ot [01:56.60]Anything we ever gained he would try to come and take it [01:58.96]If she ever spoke about it he would lose his f**king patience [02:01.19]Several different ways to beat her,can't believe he's so creative [02:03.68]Sad to say it to this day I still really f**king hate him [02:05.88]It was hard growing up like I did [02:09.09]seeing everybody had this I ain't never have s**t [02:13.91]Life f**k Christmas and a birthday, I ain't never have gifts [02:19.10]Living a broken life,like a n**** acting in spike script [02:23.20]Hold on with the vice grip [02:25.02]This just how m***** f***ing life is