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[00:00.00]Ed Sheeran - F64
[00:00.63]Composed by：Daniel Benson、David Omoregie、Ed Sheeran、Fred Gibson、JAE５、Vata Sonzi
[00:11.48]Yo Jam this is a letter to you
[00:13.46]It's been a while
[00:14.06]But it's been hard for me to get in the booth
[00:15.86]And since we last spoke I've become a father of two
[00:18.31]Trying to live life with a smile
[00:19.76]But that's been harder to do
[00:20.96]'Cause all I wanna do is talk about you
[00:22.77]But these tears won't let me talk about you
[00:24.77]We should've known that we'd be lost without you
[00:26.63]Therapy sessions digging deep in depression
[00:28.63]I got a life full of blessings but this just breaks my fucking heart
[00:31.83]At your birthday couldn't even crack a smile
[00:33.87]I just cried and left the party Neesh I'll see you in a while
[00:36.32]Headed to the mural got some jerk wings and plantain
[00:38.67]'Cause that is the way that me and you would celebrate it
[00:41.27]I never knew you touched the stuff 'cause you'd always bad me up
[00:44.03]You saw me more than drunk you always hated what it does
[00:46.37]Before Lyra I just stopped I haven't even wanted one
[00:49.02]I can't get over this is fucked man I wished I'd known
[00:51.62]And yo we cried for nine nights in your family home
[00:53.92]Laid you to rest in the ground but without a stone
[00:56.48]You know it hits me most at moments now when I'm alone
[00:59.02]Every morning I remember that you're really gone
[01:01.47]'Cause it's been a long night and I cry 'cause I miss my brother
[01:05.47]You know for life got your sis and mother
[01:07.87]And day and night it still hits that you're gone
[01:10.47]And right now I'm spilling tears in my cup
[01:12.97]You left the world before you met Jupiter
[01:15.47]Wish you'd have known you would be godfather
[01:18.07]You would've loved loving my little girls
[01:20.63]If not for them I'd be done with the world
[01:23.18]Was there two hours after you passed
[01:24.83]Speeding east to west silent in the back of the car
[01:27.35]Was at your mum's there all week trying to make sense but I can't
[01:29.90]And although it's been a year still feel the pain in my heart
[01:32.50]'Cause you were there from the start
[01:33.65]The day we met yeah I moved in and we were never apart
[01:36.06]People assumed that we were lovers but we're brothers in arms
[01:38.67]Symbiotic bond of love and gave each other a chance my god
[01:42.40]Ah
[01:43.15]Fuck sake lately I've been crying so much my lungs ache
[01:46.65]Teardrops all over my shirt like blood stains
[01:49.15]And I know to heal a heart it must break
[01:51.65]But I'm done praying
[01:53.05]They gave me a shovel at your burial and
[01:55.30]Watching you get lowered is something I can't forget at all
[01:57.59]And people find and stop me in the street and say it's terrible
[02:00.39]But they don't know you like I knew you and they never will
[02:02.94]No one saw the nights turn into day when we were battle rapping
[02:05.83]No one saw the belly laugh and every train to somewhere random
[02:08.38]No one saw the holidays and then our first experience clubbing
[02:10.91]No one knew the things you did for me and never asked for nothing
[02:13.46]No one read the conversations of the moves that we were planning
[02:16.12]No one knew about the way you felt the scene left you abandoned
[02:18.56]No one knew about your fears 'cause you would hide them with a smile
[02:20.91]No one knew when people took an inch you would give 'em a mile
[02:23.60]'Cause that was always Jamal SB to the crowd
[02:26.05]They used to shout your net worth but they don't mention it now
[02:28.67]They hear about your good deeds and infectious smile
[02:31.12]A golden heart that's still remembered is worth more than a crown
[02:33.77]I promised sixty-four bars and now I keep it to Tanisha
[02:36.45]Mummy Isaac the gang but I just wish that you'd seen it
[02:38.95]I can't accept that you're gone or the grief that I'm feeling
[02:41.26]I prayed to God for answers but he still won't give me a reason
[02:43.93]I think about you every day nothing will take this pain away
[02:46.83]I'll keep your legacy amazing mate
[02:49.02]The conversations at your grave's the only way to be close
[02:51.67]I know you'll greet me with a smile on the day that I go
[02:54.17]'Cause it's been a long night and I cry
[02:56.12]'Cause I miss my brother
[02:57.87]And for life got your sis and mother
[03:00.17]You know I cry 'cause I miss my brother
[03:02.88]My brother was SBTV