[00:00.000] 作词 : Alek Olsen/Isaiah Faber/Anthony Tubbs/James Woodcock/Evan Helm [00:00.007] 作曲 : Alek Olsen/Isaiah Faber/Anthony Tubbs/James Woodcock/Evan Helm [00:00.015] When the sun widens its eyes [00:07.815] I no longer know what's going on in here [00:17.883] Ey-ey [00:19.355] Waking up soon, but I wanna sleep [00:21.552] Nothing is worse than leaving these sheets [00:23.660] Barely awake, still brushing my teeth [00:25.656] Running the tap, rinse and repeat [00:27.505] You were the lady and I was the tramp [00:29.582] But showing you off, I felt like the champ [00:31.555] I was your favourite, but fading away [00:33.545] Leaving saliva all over my face [00:35.498] Movies on Fridays no longer a thing [00:37.549] Huh, I-I feel it sting [00:39.531] What didn't I bring? 'Cause I brought a lot [00:41.458] In case you come back I'll be saving your spot [00:43.426] Try making a difference and showing you life [00:45.414] Stuck at your side, you stuck in a knife [00:47.422] Pouring you winе, you pouring my blood [00:49.473] Wipe out my life, in need of a flood, yeah [00:51.508] I need a flood, I need an еnd [00:53.546] Scared of the truth, so I'll keep pretending [00:55.505] Don't need a reason, I've been defeated [00:57.542] Now I'm alone, I'll be looking for Jesus [00:59.592] I no longer know what's going on in here [01:06.842] Yeah, ever seen somebody die? [01:09.481] Ever cut your wrists with the bluntest of knives? [01:11.605] Hit your friends, started texting goodbyes? [01:13.434] Ain't nothing left, but death in your eyes [01:15.563] Sometimes people leavin', the lesson's acceptance [01:17.478] The older you get, harder it is to get it [01:19.105] Some people look for you, some look for an exit [01:21.373] Might hurt you, might hate it, but never regret it [01:23.530] I don't run from pain, it made me [01:25.085] How could I ever hate what it shaped me? [01:27.137] Been to hell, how could that devil faze me? [01:29.134] Wish 'em well, even when they all hate me [01:31.143] Let me be, take my soul and finally set it free [01:33.816] Spread my ashes on the seven seas [01:35.859] Let me rest in peace, when I'm dead, deceased [01:37.852] Swear a grave's the only thing that's left for me [01:39.704] I need a flood, I need an end [01:41.554] Scared of the truth, so I'll keep pretending [01:43.525] Don't need a reason, I've been defeated [01:45.470] Now I'm alone, I'll be looking for Jesus [01:47.604] I no longer know what's going on in here [01:55.534] Ain't a discography, this an effigy [01:57.289] I'm a giant, so when I am dying [01:59.677] You had better make sure that I'm buried 7 feet [02:01.825] My reflection deference to the left of me [02:03.751] Cracking under pressure don't let it get to me [02:05.650] You can even break me down chemically [02:07.789] Rapping pain, the only thing that my chemistry [02:09.618] Contains, I think that this meant for me [02:11.775] I think it's meant for me, maybe not meant to be [02:13.730] I'm sick and tired of fighting with enemies [02:15.662] Trying to cry, she lied about everything [02:17.638] I wanna die, but that's a petty thing [02:19.418] I got a lot more I could be giving [02:21.299] Some people hate me, that's a given [02:23.689] Wonder what I could've done, to act like the sun [02:25.850] And put some good use to my energy [02:27.637] I think I'm done, done, done, done [02:29.313] I wanna run, run, run, run [02:31.284] Tried to get some, some, some, some [02:33.312] And I ****ed up my funds, funds, funds, funds [02:35.530] I got like 2 years to be me [02:37.664] And I got like 3 days in a week [02:39.537] Now I got like 4 things that I need [02:41.513] And I bought like 5 pills, I'm asleep [02:43.401] Yeah you know I'm tired as shit [02:45.014] I thought I'd die as a kid [02:46.539] I brought a knife into school [02:48.045] And they told me "It is what it is" [02:49.712] Should've been locked in a prison [02:51.160] Talk about shitty decisions [02:52.614] I had to roam, no intentions [02:54.084] Told me to work for my pension [02:55.728] Nowadays, I've been getting paid [02:57.707] 'Cause the music got me some attention