[00:00.000] 作词 : Anson Long-Seabra/Amy Allen [00:01.000] 作曲 : Anson Long-Seabra/Amy Allen [00:12.286] Same ceiling, different day, oh [00:15.601] I'm awake so [00:17.562] Stay on my phone for fourteen hours again [00:21.301] Same lucky charms, in the same wall [00:24.625] Look for rainbows [00:26.420] But all the colors just go grey in the end [00:29.837] [00:30.159] Wish I could say, wish I could say [00:34.293] That this won't last forever [00:39.164] But every day, but every day [00:43.538] It never seems to get better [00:45.784] [00:48.026] I hate myself but I don't want to [00:52.230] I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to [00:56.742] I got some feelings I've been fighting [01:00.193] Always hiding the truth [01:03.429] I hate myself but I don't want to [01:05.754] [01:08.105] Friends say that I'm dramatic [01:11.159] That I'm acting [01:13.030] Yeah, I'm just looking for attention again [01:16.767] I never thought that this would happen [01:19.762] Kinda sad when [01:21.921] When all you got is just a voice in your head [01:25.144] [01:25.734] Wish I could say, wish I could say [01:30.042] That this won't last forever [01:34.485] But every day, but every day [01:38.919] It never seems to get better [01:40.835] [01:43.500] I hate myself but I don't want to [01:47.870] I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to [01:52.340] I got some feelings I've been fighting [01:55.535] Always hiding the truth [01:58.844] I hate myself but I don't want to [02:03.413] I hate myself but I don't want to [02:05.736] [02:09.916] I don't wanna live my life like this [02:14.160] Going through the motions [02:18.386] I don't wanna live my life like this [02:23.033] Always feeling broken [02:24.966] [02:29.724] I hate myself but I don't want to [02:34.399] I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to [02:38.862] I got some feelings I've been fighting [02:42.599] Always hiding the truth [02:45.393] I hate myself but I don't want to [02:50.020] I hate myself but I don't want to [02:54.370] I hate myself but I don't want to [02:58.776] I hate myself but I don't want to