[ti:Desperately Trying] [ar:Club des Belugas/Anna.Luca] [al:I Love Swing Music] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Desperately Trying (Swing Mix) - Club des Belugas [00:11.08]Written by:Kitty the Bill/Anna Luca [00:22.17]Never feels at home when he's with me [00:24.77]That is what he told me when he left me [00:27.41]Leaving me desperately trying to understand [00:31.55] [00:33.24]Desperately trying to find a home for him to move to [00:37.18] [00:38.66]Desperately trying to find a place for us to stay [00:42.42] [00:43.72]Said he never really got through to me [00:46.37]That I never opened up emotionally [00:49.02]Guess I kind of lost my trust on the way [00:53.26] [00:54.56]Since he's gone I'm sinking [00:56.26]Sinking deeper into who I really am [00:58.83] [00:59.85]Now I'm brave enough to show what's inside [01:02.81] [01:03.41]But it's too late [01:04.86] [01:37.99]Said he never loved me [01:39.73] [01:40.37]That he always stopped for his feelings to grow [01:43.05]And I went on hoping hoping for things to change [01:48.38]Since he is gone I keep on finding out [01:50.54] [01:51.08]All these little things about him [01:52.94] [01:53.77]Realizing that she was always there with us [01:57.88] [02:53.35]Looking back I have to admit that [02:55.81]Things went wrong long ago [02:57.48] [02:58.51]So please take the sorrow you gave [03:00.61]And leave [03:02.70] [03:04.34]I'm desperately trying to cleanse myself of all this lies [03:08.49] [03:09.56]So scared that I'm gonna love you 'til the day I die