[ti:Frustrations + Solutions (Explicit)] [ar:Kilo Kish] [al:Reflections in Real Time] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Frustrations + Solutions (挫折+对策) (Explicit) - Kilo Kish [00:13.33]I need some candy [00:15.05] [00:16.25]To restore my calmness [00:17.84] [00:19.09]I've had some crazy [00:20.78] [00:22.26]Freak outs lately [00:23.90] [00:25.26]I kicked all my shit [00:26.45] [00:28.16]Around my closet [00:29.82] [00:31.15]Nobody is coming [00:32.74] [00:33.91]To tell me to stop it [00:35.66] [00:37.41]My shoes [00:38.29]They scuffed [00:39.17]My white walls [00:40.26]I punched my [00:41.48]Cupcake beanbag [00:42.65] [00:43.26]Yes I have a cupcake beanbag [00:45.72] [00:46.35]Til I fell tired and [00:48.71]Embarrassed enough [00:51.04] [00:53.49]And I was careless enough [00:55.62] [01:00.35]Feeling like a dick [01:02.51]Picking it up again [01:05.52]Feeling so much like a dick [01:08.32]Just to pick it up again [01:11.39]Feeling so so so [01:14.44]So tired so tired [01:16.94] [01:17.61]Of feeling so so so [01:20.35]So dumb so dumb [01:22.90] [01:24.91]I stomped and [01:26.10]I screamed there [01:27.51] [01:28.25]Flinging ideas [01:29.44] [01:30.06]Straight down from the halls [01:33.20] [01:34.35]Like in a movie scene where [01:36.54] [01:37.10]All of you watch behind a glass wall [01:40.89]I'm pacing back and fourth [01:42.89] [01:43.83]Exhausting myself [01:46.93]For my own gratification [01:48.01] [01:48.64]To no one [01:49.33] [01:49.85]Embarrassing programming [01:51.31]And when I find the mess in the floor [01:54.09] [01:54.60]Temper tantrum over [01:56.19]Reorganizing all that I tore [01:57.98]From life's rightful order [01:59.61] [02:00.56]I'll say I [02:01.90]Learned some sort of lesson [02:03.90] [02:04.58]When I felt dumb enough [02:06.37]To question [02:07.35]I wish that I could take it back [02:10.11]But where to start [02:11.20]But where you at [02:12.36]F**king up my photographs [02:14.36]I'm loosing it [02:15.63]Feeling like a dick [02:16.83] [02:17.50]Picking it all up again [02:19.68]So much like a dick [02:21.11]Just to pick it up again [02:23.10]Everything is so so so [02:26.37]So tired so tired [02:29.13]Everything is so so so [02:32.37]So dumb so tired